It's not fair!

It's not fair! I said those words about a million times today because really "It's not fair!". Alam mo yung feeling na ikaw ang sinisising may kasalanan ng lahat na kulang na lang pati pagpatay kay Ninoy ipaamin sa'yo! Truly this day tested my patience and my breeding. Sa totoo lang napabilib ako sa sarili ko kasi I was able to prove na I can hold off on my tongue lashing and know that there is a time and place for everything.

There is only 1 thing that I remember from my Philosophy class in college and that is when our prof told us that only immature people blame others for things that happened to them. She said that it happened because one way or another you had something to do with it and you just do not want to admit it because you are immature. For me that was so obvious and simple yet we fail to recognize it. We always want to make sure that we find who is/are responsible for things even if the one who is partly to blame is you. As Christ said, he who has no sin may cast the first stone. Therefore you can only accuse someone if you are completely clean of any and I mean any dirt like Virgin Mary. So you see, no one is like Her and no one will ever be. Ergo, walang dapat manisi at sisihin.

To me, maturity includes not only refusing to blame others but actually owning up to mistakes made. I learned that it is easier to admit you made a mistake than making yourself appear innocent and totally blameless, even if it means saving your ass. Come clean and for sure you will be happier and sleep better. But I guess it really is a dog eat dog world out there and this will happen many more times in my life but I am so sure of one thing, bilog ang mundo kaibigan at abangan mo ang pag ikot nito.